Psychic or Schizophrenic

I don't know why sometimes I feel like down for hours without specific cause I can really figure out. Sometimes it's just coming in sudden, even in the middle of a laughter in some fun moment. It's like a chocking stab into my chess when there's no event or such happening that should turn me out into that blue. It's just weird.

I have this somewhat absurd feeling that it's caused by some kind of spiritual connection between me and other people related to me. I mean, there's someone out there related, a friend or family member perhaps, who may experience the dark blue spark and he vibrates his mood via our spiritual connection in a spiritual way to my channel and I receive his message. He/she infects his/her sadness. From the distance.

That may sound silly but there are many times when it suddenly appears someone's face on my mind, someone who's of real absence, one I'm not thinking about at all and just seconds after that my phone rings and it is him/her. Even once when I was sleeping and I was dreaming a vision about a friend grabbing his cell phone and dialing my number. I was awake and my phone rang. It was him. The one in my dream. And many times when I talk face to face with someone I can hear whispers of words before they actually come out of his/her mouth.

I think somehow I can merely sense happenings occur in distance place, it usually comes in the form of sudden vision, dream, voice or a strong weird feeling without specific cause. Things I find out really happen. Sometimes I guess I read mind too.

And yes I feel so annoyed by that. They're bugging me. And sometimes I think of myself as a schizophrenic.
Am I? Perhaps.